For years I believed God forgave me. Yet I didn’t walk in that forgiveness. I didn’t rest in it. I walked in shame and guilt, never feeling the full extent of Christ’s sacrifice and the joy it should have filled…
Day 28
I started off my bible study time today by listening to a Matt Chandler sermon from his Luke series. Basically he said there are 2 great temptations outlined in Luke Chapter 14. And to be honest I’ve been guilty of both. In…
Day 27
Confession truly liberates the soul. I had such a relaxing day to day. I felt relief at having shared one of my secrets and I was pleased to receive a lot of positive feedback that really blessed me. As this…
Day 26
This morning I stepped way outside my comfort zone and spoke at my local MOPS groups about depression and seeking help through therapy. What led me to this? It started with never addressing my pain and the past. And by…
Days 24 & 25
On many levels I feel hugely disconnected from those around me. I do know I love them and know they love me. I feel their support. I see it. I value it. But it’s as if they can’t really be…
Day 23
I just finished reading Henri J. M. Nouwen’s book “The Way of the Heart”. It’s idea is to connect with God through prayer, wisdom and silence using ancient spiritual wisdom to heal our troubled modern souls. On solitude Nouwen says: “Solitude is the place…