It’s been a long day. I am in Monterrey and I miss my family terribly. I knew I would but I never realized how much. It was a stressful trip due to snow and ice and delays. My luggage didn’t…
Archives for December 2009
Day 87
It’s that time of year, when I tend to look back and see what I’ve accomplished or failed at the past year. I’m definitely a girl who makes resolutions. I know many people groan, roll their eyes and say really?…
Day 85 & 86
I was feeling rather sorry for myself when I wrote my last post. I have done quite a lot of work emotionally and spiritually and honestly I have felt somewhat abandoned lately in regards to two specific issues in my…
Day 83 & 84
I really did have a beautiful Christmas Eve and Christmas. It was very laid back and unbusy for the first time in years. I was able to watch my children enjoy snow in West Texas, sleep late and enjoy Christmas…
Day 82
First of all I am a day behind on posting. I was going to rush this morning and try to get caught up so tonight I could post day 83 and I decided what does a day’s post matter if…
Day 81
The more I embrace and experience my feelings the more out of sync I seem to feel. I think this is key to my emotional wellness because when I stuff and react I feel in control. But when I allow…
Day 79 & 80
It’s been a tiring but fun weekend. It feels nice not to run around like a chicken with my head cut off. I don’t have anything wrapped but I have plenty of time for that. I’ve had a good couple…
Day 78
Live life on purpose. That has really resonated with me and buried itself down deep in my soul. Yet it’s puzzling – how can I live on purpose? What am I doing with my life today that will last forever?…
Day 77
Tonight we had friends over and we ended the evening in prayer and as they prayed the only thing I kept praying was thank you Jesus. Thank you Lord for the gratitude I feel welling up in my soul. I…
Day 71
As I work on my shame issues I have to figure out where they stem from. My T suggested I answer these questions to start working on where to process this from. Do I accept my body as it is? No…
Day 72 & 73
How on earth do you love your flaws? I find myself struggling with this a lot lately, even though I know it’s important. It’s brought to reality when I hear Salem tell me she hates being little. Being only 7…
Day 70
When I think of clutter I get a little antsy as that usually means I need to go through, sort and get rid of things. For the most part I handle this well after I get started. I just dread…