My grandmother’s memorial service was Saturday and was beautiful. I will definitely miss her so much.
As the weekend has finally passed I finally have a few moments to process and think it through. I realized today that God called me to this 90 day journey and He knew the chaos I was about to face. He knew. Yet He called me to this. I feel inadequately equipped to be honest and then I remember that scripture that says He doesn’t call the equipped, but He equips the called. Thus there is something in this journey, specifically at this time – that He is using in me. I am still not sure what it is but I long to know. There has to be a reason.
Today’s Reflection: Father I am so thankful that in all this you are still God. You have not changed even though my emotions have been all over the place. You have walked through this sadness with me and will continue to do so. You love me and your comfort gives me peace. Give Nannie a kiss for me please.